Im trying to unlock my motoq

I think i messed up, but just in case if anyone is interested in buying a motorola q9h, i have one.

This is IN CASE i can’t unlock it and use it for my own. this phone is rather interesting that i went through hoops or rather my friend went through hoops to go and obtain an unlock code from ATT.

THEY KEPT LYING TO HER. telling her that the code was sent. then it was sent to her mother. and they kept putting her on hold until they finally gave the code. They really really really really did not want to give a code.

I wonder why they choose to do that because the code is for a phone that they have. but they rather them buy a new service. this is retarded, or should i say, stupidcrazydumb. yes i made up a new word, deal with it.

My CMC essay

I was thinking to mine on how internet language has affected daily life.

I’m thinking of going about that in these ways.

I think im gonna write it by showing an example of badly written writing in real life using internet language, then i’ll go on to say that its affecting professional and academic writing.

My argument stance will say that it should not exist in academic or professional writing because it affects the progression of the english language in an academic sense, but in colloquial speak should be encouraged, but shortening of letters should not. I believe new patterns of internet speak can be easily integrated into every day language, and not affect the language as a whole.

I’ll go on to cite examples on how internet speak has damaged acamedmic scores. However in real life colloquial speaking it hasn’t really affected the overall pattern.

and i’ll work and flesh out the idea a little bit more.

Only Seven More Classes

And I graduate. That will be awesome.

But my concerns are where I want to be in this industry.

I had an idea. I want to write light physics models in 3d animation. I want it to be used in scientific applications. I want to have that level of accuracy. If that I did, it would trickle down to video games and i could license these super hyper realistic light models and it would totally be awesome.

This could blend in to my older obsession science. YAY.

The drain

When i was walking around with my friend one day we came upon a little draining stream that was making its way through the parking lot. As we looked at it my friend said “it looks alive!”

then that struck me. What if life is but a mere illusion of what “looks alive”. Technically, our lives are an ongoing reaction from chemical and molecular level.

That bothered me because for one, my human nature shivers at the thought that i have no purpose and im just a random occurrence, just like this water flow below my feet. Am i about as alive as this water flowing at my feet? At first it seems that way. But no it isn’t.

Its just degrees of complexity separates what is truly alive and not alive. From universal abstract mathematical functions, comes physics. The rules of physics dictate chemical reactions. Chemical reactions dictates the function of biological processes. Biological processes dictate neurological operations, which in turn influence psychological traits and behaviors.

These traits and behaviors make a person, and that person in turn influences other persons and this creates society. Alive and breathing, dynamic and moving. But when derived six degrees, everything we know, who we are, and what we do can be represented abstractly in a mathematical function.

in other words, my example shows that in order for us to classify ourselves as alives, we draw a very vague line between what is alive and what isn’t alive.

Both the waterstream and ourselves are both dynamic, changing and moving in time. However, the water stream is limited to the second level of complexity from math, hence not “alive” by any human standards compared to ourselves an individual, located on the 5th level of complexity

Also, these degrees of complexity inherent in our nature breaks inherent laws for lower level complex objects. The water basically seeks out the easiest path of travel, while us humans, while we are compelled to do so, other things that influence us may make us pick a harder way to go about things.

So yeh, thats kinda what i thought when it came to that.

Oh and also this begs the question, how did we come from an abstract idea jump five levels in complexity and become the humans who are alive now? It doesn’t seem to follow the rule of entropy, as you see the universe operates on.

but yeh, i’ll stop here

Gir hoodie

this thing took me a while to make, but is generally considered (by my friend and her bf) to be the best thing i’ve made

check it out.

it was a bunch of fleece put together with just a normal stitch made for stretching. Green, black, red, white and grey were used. Green and black the most but yeh. It took me about 4hours to make? not too bad considering i had till halloween to make it.

i have another one to make with Piggy, but that shouldn’t be any harder nor challenging as this

Computer Plans part 2

Once I get my computer built, I plan on going on and getting myself a macbook.

Why was that? I figured i want to try a mac and if i need windows i can dual boot anyhow. Same thing i was thinking about the whole technology which makes me want to go out and get one. its small sleek and sexy, and that’s only the half of it. heheh.

I also want to get rid this desktop replacement laptop because this laptop. as good as it is, takes too much weight and everything else in between.

And for some things i want a macbook over a normal pc notebook anyhow.

because for the most part, heavy duty things i want to do i can do on my home pc now (when i get it) so i won’t need to do heavy duty stuff later. so yeh thats about it really

What struck me this week.

Observation: Flowing Water is Seemingly Alive

Conclusion: Biological Life is Possibly an Illusion.

How i came to this conclusion I’ll expand into detail once i get my thoughts in order.

Gir Costume Hoodie Showcase

cause i like to show the stuff i made off

Computer Plan, part 2

True Love Special: Rehjaayy The LUVDOCTER

[00:47] morbidmorgan467: I’m not too into in technical details, computer runs fine, not slow, etc. = good computer
[00:48] RamenSekaiItsumo: lol
[00:48] RamenSekaiItsumo: you know they say that about women
[00:48] RamenSekaiItsumo: adam corrola from love line said
[00:49] RamenSekaiItsumo: men are to cars and computers like women are to relationships
[00:49] RamenSekaiItsumo: men can see and feel the slightest thing wrong with a car, or a computer
[00:49] RamenSekaiItsumo: same thing for a women
[00:49] RamenSekaiItsumo: same thing for women and relationships
[00:50] RamenSekaiItsumo: but men are generally cluesless when it comes to relationships
[00:50] RamenSekaiItsumo: as long as its running, and nothing bad is seemingly happening
[00:50] RamenSekaiItsumo: they equate it to a “good relationship”
[00:50] morbidmorgan467: yuh huh
[00:50] morbidmorgan467: xD
[00:50] RamenSekaiItsumo: aint it true though?
[00:51] morbidmorgan467: yeaaaaaaaa pretty much

This conversation I had with said friend was recorded live and copy pasted straight into this blog for proof.

That being said. I really do believe that men and women are definitely like this. Women are naturally sensitive to emotional details while men are more naturally sensitive to technical details.
I could think that this all goes back to when were still in tiger loin cloths living in caves. The men were the hunter gatherers. They’re lives depended on the their ability to engineer weapons, learn techniques and adapt fast to external pressures.

Women on the other hand were typically those who stay by the family to nurture from the inside. They had to be sensitive to the social structure because they wanted to keep the structure secure.

In other words, men dealth with external forces of the world and tried to control them while women worked to control internal forces of the society.

Just thinking about it, no matter how feminine i may think and act, i still am psychologically a man. because sometimes when me and my gf get into different disagreements, there are things that i still can not percieve like she can. While, well i guess i can’t do vice versa because nia is very girly (to tip my relationship scale to predominantly effeminate >_>)

But yeh, you get the point.

But yeh, i think a lot of humanities problems are caused because we can’t handle the social dynamics of a group larger than 200 people (due to the size limitations on our brains)
Elites rise this way because people figure out that one can exploit the flaws in our brains…but i’ve already talked about that go and read that other blog.

this love advice! and you know what ladies and gents, just try to understand and love each other. THATS ALL.

Realizing that…

I have a thing for well engineered things. Perhaps a mental hard on, if you may.

For me style is secondary to my function in machines. But, for me, my stylings include more austere and more serious style choices, instead of anything too ostentatious.

But its interesting for me to see that when it comes to clothes. when its not too hot, my clothing style tends to favor style over comfort.

I’ve worn a corset before, oh i know those sorts of pains. i do it quite comfortably now.

I think I’m just saying that, i love making stuff, and seeing how stuff works, and etc etc etc. in full blasted detail. And also, how i could get more of a certain of affect.

My brain craves to tweak and modify machines. Kinda like it does with emotions, but i guess that plays into my manipulative personality. lol! nonsense blog sorry for that mate

New Comp Build

I’ve decided I need a new computer.

My beautiful emerald 118 viking sewing machine will have to wait.

now here are the prices and general guide line I want for my new build…which i should have enough money for in 4 months.

MY range is 1000 or less, accumulating that money in 4 months time

Sounds like I’m going with the a quad core thats around 200 dollars in 4 months time

mobo that leave me the possibility to o’c after a while 150 bucks?

graphics card: single bad ass mofo card? 200 bucks?

Ram is cheap, 50-70 bucks? 4gb

Windows vista 64, Free. no shame.

psu: thermaltake or antec: 600-800w, 100-150 bucks (i’m looking to newegg for specials like this corsair PSU for 100 bucks atm at newegg)

antec case? 100 bucks?

320gb raptor NOT

500gb hdd, like 50 bucks psh.

optical drive: 25 bucks

second 24 inch monitor (wishful thinking) 300 dollars >_>

That’s below a 1000, right? i can just upgrade whatever next time.

so essentially, whatever a 1000 dollars can buy me when i get that money, with those specs. yeh

Its for Maya, photoshop, etc etc. And its also for gaming, but not extreme sexy gaming, just pretty damn good sexy gaming, so i’ll be favoring the quad core over the dual core. yep