DINNER

Posted in Uncategorized on November 19, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

yes, I’m having Apples and Peanut Butter for dinner. Now that i have a bunch of money and im not saving up for my computer, I feel like i can have more expenses now. but for some reason i’m still carrying over my habit when it comes to dinner. whateve I can grab I grab. And at the moment. It is pretty healthy stuff. Apples and Peanut Butter with Expresso Coffee, percolated on my very table.

Pure Awesome. just like me.

Two movies

Posted in Uncategorized on November 18, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

I need to watch these two movies. apparently they are awesome.

“Let the right one in”. Its a Swedish movie that was made not too long ago. basically its a vampire movie that has a super great story, according to one of my friends. I have yet to watch it but the premise is promising, and interesting.
Its about a little kid that gets bullied. according to the reviews its not too melodramatic, but the bullying is hard to watch. When he goes one day, theres a little girl that appears to him at a playground at night. She looks to be about 11 or 12 “more or less” but they can help each other…I can’t imagine what that can lead to :)

Next movie to watch. “A Day without a Mexican”. I just saw that title, which is basically a mockumentary on the what if all latinos in california suddenly dissapeared. It was showing how much the economy relies on hard labor work from immigrants, and that if they dissapeared, a lot of the people who are use to doing office jobs and what not couldn’t handle the things that make everyday life function.

Two movies i will probably watch in a little bit. After i finish my site skeleton T_T

Twilight…

Posted in Uncategorized on November 17, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

Its just female wish fulfillment. Its a load of sap coming from my neighboring tree of romance.

BUT, I am, ocassionaly female minded, so I will go along on thursday, mind you.

That is all.

On to more Crysis.

BSOD Woes

Posted in Uncategorized on November 16, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

Ok, So right now at any moment I might Blue screen of death. It started last night and it happened twice. That’s more then enough for me to wonder whether my ram that i bought on friday was bad. I ran memtest over a course of 9 hours. No errors. Ok Good.

This morning I started trying to install some new programs, but it BSOD on me. I thought my problems were behind me but apparently they are not. GAH. With post now to save some trouble.

The Differences between CPUs and GPUs. Or the Difference between a blackhole and your brain

Posted in Uncategorized on November 12, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

CPUs have recently become more and more powerful. Sure, 582 million transistors in a single chip. its huge amount, and it obeys moores law.

my q6600 is capable of 2.4ghz per core, of which there are four. So four streams of data can be handled at 2.4 billion cycles per second, yeh?

Video cards are often ignored for their processing power. Sure, the processing power of a video card, say for example my video card is 576mhz. Thats 1/5th of the clock speed of my CPU.

But the card has 1.4 BILLION transitors. And it has 1 9 2 processing cores. Not 4. One Hundred Ninety Two.

It never dawned to me that this was the difference between parallels and serial computing devices. But now GPUs are getting so powerful, that you can image calculations that are based in visualiation (not just games) But are starting to mimic real life images.

So that brought me to this one point. Black Holes are the fastest Serial computing devices in the world. it feeds data in one dimensional towards a singularity, at which Matter itself is processed at the speed of light.

Your brain on the other hand is the universe’ fastest and most complex parallel computing device. Its does 1000 trillion calculations in a single instance. Think that’s crazy?

Well, for example. Your eyes are subatomic particle detectors. They detect photons. And in a typical instance are detecting trillions upon trillions of photons. You’re brain doesn’t process the image as a whole, but rather processes each photon individual to make up the picture. Kinda like how a video card translates each pixel on your screen. Your brain is detecting trillions and trillions of particles that don’t have weight, that have very little energy on their own, and its hitting an area something the size of a dim, yet you see full color and everything is good.

And your brain doesn’t even lag.

it goes to show that, yes, we are the worst mathematical machines. We process mathematical operations as in the milliflops per second. meaning Floating operations per second…But modern cpus can do it in the gigaflops.

Our individual parallel cores can only muster mililflops per second, But when you have a 1000 trillion of those, we can make and process beautiful senses, think thoughts and basically create and rebuild and do all these crazy emotions…and your brain never misses a beat.

If my life had a title.

Posted in Uncategorized on November 12, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

It would be “My Struggle”. wait, never mind, Hitler already took that one “Mein Kampf”
It would be rather hard for me to make a title for my name, Uncertainty, fills my mind, with how I’m going to conjure a title for my life.
I imagine myself through different stages in my life. If my life was a historical novel about me as a ruler it would be “From Infany to the Seated Vessel, the Dominancy of Fearless Leader, to the his beautiful self sacrifice for the world”.

If my life was an Cheesy Action flick it would be “Redgie McBadass II, so bad ass we had to make two movies.” It would have all the cliches, and lots of people would be dead with no regard to their families or children. There should be a scene where I have two 70mm vulcan machine guns in both hands, and I should be firing it on a rock for no apparent reason.

If it was somehow a broadway musical it would be “Life’s a bitch! But its ok”. And it would have singing and people would have problems and we would solve problems through singing.

But…more will come.

I’d have to say

Posted in Uncategorized on November 10, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

that tracking numbers are a both a blessing and a curse.

I’m waiting here for the ram and video card that i ordered. And its a blessing because i know it shipped. but now im here agonizing why a certain amount of time has passed, and its over the limit on how long it should of taken.

its a meh!

Standing in the aisle

Posted in Uncategorized on November 10, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

I think that the whole conglomeration of ditty titles that exclaim mutiple exaggerations over claims not so based on the fact of actual basis but rather demonstrating complete ignorance in the vein high gear vernacular doesn’t amuse me.

Everything is coming together…

Posted in Uncategorized on November 10, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

no, this isn’t a philosophical debate of some sort.

The parts:

Motherboard: Gigabyte EP45-DS3R

CPU: Intel Q6600, 2.4ghz

Ram: OCZ Platinum Revision 2, 2×1GB, ddr-800. 4-4-4-15 timings

Video Card: eVga Nvidia GTX 260 (normal one)

PSU: Antec Earthwatts 650w, 22.5 amps per rail

Case: Antec Three Hundred

YEH? its a good

Im trying to unlock my motoq

Posted in Uncategorized on October 28, 2008 by expletivesdeleted

I think i messed up, but just in case if anyone is interested in buying a motorola q9h, i have one.

This is IN CASE i can’t unlock it and use it for my own. this phone is rather interesting that i went through hoops or rather my friend went through hoops to go and obtain an unlock code from ATT.

THEY KEPT LYING TO HER. telling her that the code was sent. then it was sent to her mother. and they kept putting her on hold until they finally gave the code. They really really really really did not want to give a code.

I wonder why they choose to do that because the code is for a phone that they have. but they rather them buy a new service. this is retarded, or should i say, stupidcrazydumb. yes i made up a new word, deal with it.